10-05-2026 Another Busy Sunday

I have not written in quite some time. Almost two years. but I thought of starting over once again because in all my life I always want to be someone who is heard by others, someone who is listened to by others. That is the main reason that I have started these blogs. Actually I thought blogs are to wrie things profesionaly. I mean I never thought that I am allowed to write whatever I want in the blog. But now I know better. this is my blog after all. Why can't I write anything I want in my own space.... So, I am going to be freely writing whatever comes into my head.

Today is a typical hectic day for me. I have been doing classes till morning and will continue this until the late evening. Every weekend of my life has become like this from some time. I got my new position as a Lecturer of English in a College of Education where we train prospective teachers of English. This is the job that I've been dreaming of. I always wanted to conduct workshops, be an inspiration to the adults in the world. But this job came with a sacrifice. I have to travel a long way now and my working hours have been increased, I had to shift all my classes into the weekend. It was so tiring most of the days because I had been working the whole week and the weekend as well. Sometimes I take a leave just to stay at home doing nothing. 

But I love teaching. It has become a part of my life now. I teach English Literature for students in different ages and it is so satisfying to see they enjoy it, feel it and get engaged with the text. Eventhough I feel so tired, I am not going to give up these. And I know that my life inspires not only my students, but my two little kids also. They follow my path and build up interested in reading and be facinated by the world of books.